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July 14th, 2009

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December 8th, 2008

01:42 am So I lost NaNoWriMo, which sucks pretty bad. On the bright side, I made 20,000 words which is still awesome for me, so I don't feel too bad about it. TWO WEEKS TILL CHRISTMAS VACATION! I'm so excited for Christmas. The day after Christmas my friend and I are going to a local show which is pretty much awesome. :D I have most my Christmas shopping done! I just need a few cards and something for my dad and I'll be done. It finally snowed in Mass for the first time this year today. I woke up to it, looked out the bathroom window and was like, HOLY SHIT O_O. I went to Rhode Island for the first time on a field trip the other day. It was pretty awesome, we took those Greyhound like buses that are all comfy and big. We went to these mansions in Rhode Island, which honestly were boring as all hell. Then we went downtown and got to do whatever for a couple hours. That was much more fun except one my friends spent the whole trip whining and complaining, wtf. :/ Current Mood: Cold Current Music: Catch 22

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November 16th, 2008

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November 11th, 2008

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09:24 pm I feel like my journal is not interesting enough D: Probably because I need to post more. Reading my old posts makes me laugh. I kind of wish I had kept some of the really, really old ones though. I have so much stuff to do but all I'm doing is playing stupid computer games. Anyway, the zoo today was pretty awesome. ( Here are some pics for you guys ) Current Mood: Sleepy Current Music: Modest Mouse

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12:23 am I am going to see Reel Big Fish and Streetlight Manifesto in January! <3 I love SM so much. It's gonna be an amazing show. I am going to the zoo tomorrow. Yay. I spent all day today drawing giraffes in anticipation, haha. Massachusetts kind of sucks with zoos though, because we don't even have polar bears. We have bats, zebras, giraffes, lions, tigers, and emus though. :D And a petting zoo. I'm roughly 8,000 words behind in NaNo. :/ I should probably stop playing The Sims and actually write, but damnit The Sims are so addicting. I have this guy who has four kids who lives with his boyfriend WHO IS SECRETLY CHEATING ON HIM DUN DUN DUN. I love having Tuesdays off. It makes the whole week so much better. Current Mood: happy

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November 2nd, 2008

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September 10th, 2008

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July 29th, 2008

12:03 am - Yay Warped Tour! I went to Warped Tour Wednesday, it was awesome. Last year had more bands I was really into, but I found a lot to listen to this year too and I got into a lot of new bands. I basically saw Horrorpops, Norma Jean, part of Family Force 5, Beat Union, part of Street Dogs, Reel Big Fish, Dr. Manhattan, Disco Emsemble, Ludo, Madina Lake, Bouncing Souls, Protest the Hero, Pennywise, The Aggrolites, and parts of some other bands. It started raining right before I got to the stage Story of the Year was playing, and they made everyone go to the arena until the rain passed over. I guess there were hurricane warnings? So that`s how I ended up seeing Ludo and Madina Lake. Madina Lake was one of the best bands there though. The floor of the arena flooded so there were a few inches or more of water in some spots, so we had this flooded mosh pit thing going on, it was awesome, I only got a little wet from the rain. I mostly got soaked from that XD My phone died because of the rain but I have it working again now...and the rain killed my mohawk. :/ But it stayed up through half the bands and everything and I was surprised it did so well. I got to crowdsurf for the first time during Reel Big Fish. :D I was so excited over that. It was a very short crowdsurf but it was pretty cool. I felt so lame because the only pit I fell in was Reel Big Fish, a ska band. Some girl got knocked out later during their set. During Pennywise it started pouring, plus there was tons of lightning but it was pretty awesome. They had the best circle pit going until someone threw one of those huge safety barrels into the pit and tripped everyone. XD So all in all the rain really wasn`t a bad thing. Current Mood: Awake Current Music: Streetlight Manifesto

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June 26th, 2008

12:16 am - w00t It`s Summer! So...I just cut my hair really short today, which is pretty weird for me considering I`ve had really long hair all my life. It`s a little shorter than shoulder length right now, but I`m going to Supercuts tomorrow to get it cut again. I want emo boy hair, haha. The people there are going to think I`m a weirdo because I have all these pictures of random guys that I printed out to show the hair people what I want. One picture is actually Frank Iero when he had longer hair, only I`m pretty sure it`s going to look better on Frank than on me. I might actually dye it black too. I got a hair straightener today because I think my hair is going to need to be pretty straight for it to look the way I want, but it scares the crap out of me and I`m worried I`m going to set my hair on fire or burn myself. :/ Plus I got gell and spiking glue...I think I`ll have some fun with that. I`ll take pictures when my hair is actually done if it doesn`t come out really bad. Frankie the fish died, which sucks but he was about a year and half old so I guess he lived an alright life. I have a couple goldfish now named Jack and Sally. Sally is gold and all shiny, and Jack is black, orange, and white. They`re super hyper and they amuse me greatly, lol. That record store/venue that I went to a couple local shows at in Haverhill got their license taken away because someone was drinking in the parking lot and the police freaked out, so they can`t do shows anymore, which is really depressing. A bunch of people tried writing the mayor and the local newspaper but nothing has happened yet and it`s been a few weeks. And lastly, school is over and I actually passed geometry so I`m pretty excited since I really thought I failed it. SO YAY I don`t have to ever take geometry ever again. :D Current Mood: Excited Current Music: Gallows

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May 22nd, 2008

03:13 am - Hiiiiii HEY GUYS. I haven`t been on LJ for awhile. Nothing has really changed that much though, has it? How are you guys doing? Not that much is going on with me. School ends in 19 days, w00t w00t. Not much there is all that different. I`m failing geometry and our GSA has gone to hell but besides that... OH I got a Wii! It`s so cool. I`m still obsesed with Wiisports because the whole swinging the controller thing is a never ending source of amusement. I have Paper Mario and Okami for games...anyone who has one wanna give me some good games to look up? I just saw Ozzfest`s line up for this year. It kinda sucks. Warped Tour`s line up is kind of crappy too but I`m going for Reel Big Fish, Pennywise, Norma Jean, Protest the Hero, Bouncing Souls, Story of the Year, and a few others. I`m sad that Rise Against isn`t coming to my date :/ I`m going to Earthfest again in Boston this weekend, and last week I saw The Unseen and Tiger Army and they were both amazing. I`ve been writing a little but not all that much. I haven`t worked on Diaries at all. I`m kind of working on my Ray/Frank. It`s all about music so it`s really fun to write, I get to make all kinds of weird band references. XD At the rate I`m going, I probably won`t finish it for like, two years though. Someone should totally read it for me when I`m done and tell me if it sucks or not because it`s gonna be kind of weird. So yea, I`m gonna go read through posts on my friendslist and see what`s been up with everyone. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Tiger Army

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March 29th, 2008

11:56 am So a lot has happened lately, and in my attempt to actually update LJ sometimes...I shall post. - I picked classes for next year. I`m doing US History, Algebra 2, (If I can pass geometry), English 3 Honors, Earth Science (We can choose between chemistry and that) Photography 1, Fundementals of Music, History of Rock N` Roll, Guitar Workshop, Woodshop (Because it goes to this credit I have to get and I have this dumb fantasy about getting girls to love me by building them birdhouses) and then gym. I probably forgot something but that`s about it. - I`ve been to a couple of local shows at this punk venue we have. They`re awesome. The first time was all metal, and I saw this awesome band Shot Down Sun who`s gonna break up. :/ Yea but whatever they were great. Then the second time I saw like...a mix of posthardcore and metal and the bands were insane. This band Astronomer did this light show that was pretty much beyond amazing. And their music sounded so together, even though they don`t even have a CD out yet. Then this band A Loss For Words played, they did this pop punk/emo thing and they got so fucking into it it was insane. The singer was nice too, I talked to him for a minute after. Then last was Always and Forever who were really great too. So yea, w00t for shows, I have pictures I`ll post someday. - I`m going to a bunch of concerts. The Unseen with Tiger Army in May (OMFG YES), Robert Plant and that bluegrass girl whose name I can`t remember in June, Warped Tour in July, some band with the members of The Gratefull Dead with The Alman Brothers in August (My dad wanted to go and I said I`d go too) and I think he said he`d get us tickets to REM with Modest Mouse too. So even if that`s all not completeley my music I`m pumped. - We had state testing for English all week and Thursday my friend and I skipped school after that and went to Dunkin` Donuts where we stayed for two hours. Yea, you haven`t lived until you`ve spent two hours in Dunkin` Donuts. Weird ass people there in the morning. - I`m doing another guitar lesson show thing and I`m playing guitar on Paralyzer by Finger Eleven and bass for Prayer of the Refugee by Rise Against. - And lastly, I`m making very slow progress on writing. Very slow. :/ But still. Current Mood: Creative Current Music: Pennywise

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March 20th, 2008

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February 10th, 2008

02:43 pm - So I`m Back... Hey so! I`m back on LJ. I`m actually going to start hanging out on here again I think. Who`s still here? I`m reading a lot more MCR slash again. I`m pretty happy that MCRslash hasn`t blown up since I`ve been gone, lol. How did you guys manage to do that? I`m still working on Diaries if anyone hasn`t totally forgotten about that ages ago. I have about half a new chapter done. I`m also working on a Ray/Frank. Three cheers for LJ! Current Mood: busy Current Music: Streetlight Manifesto

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October 14th, 2007

01:59 pm - Update I have to take a lot of pictures today for my digital photography class...so that should take a while. The class is becoming pretty fun, even if we aren`t really learning that much about taking pictures, and just learning about how to use Photoshop. I`ll probably take a regular photo class next year so whatever. I`m going to see The Decemberists on November 4th! Yaaaay! That`s kinda it for now though, lol. Current Mood: Busy Current Music: The Casualties

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August 27th, 2007

06:31 am - Random Ya know what`s wierd? Waking up with blueish black hair in my face, lol. I`m still not used to having the bangs be black. It makes me stop and stare in mirrors. Mmm...it`s 6:30am, I should sleep. I have so much random stuff to do tomorrow...today. Some cleaning and such, and then really random tasks. Fuuuun. Dancing and singing along to Teenagers is really fun. Not that I`d know *Cough* EVERYBODY NOW! Honestly, I just fucking love My Chemical Romance more than I can express. <3 I start school Wednesday. Someone shoot meeeee. At least I only go two days, then long weekend. Guess who`s not making it better though? This stupid girl I know who`s like LOL YAY SCHOOL WHATS YOUR SCHEDUAL OMFG SUMMER`S OVER FINALLY. :/ STFU OR I WILL PUNCH YOU. Not really, (....well possibly. Can`t promise I won`t, ha) but it`s fucking annoying as hell. Oh, and my birthday is Thursday. Hugs please? Or you could kidnap me a member of My Chemical Romance. I WOULD ENJOY THAT! Can I have Frankie Foo? I found this cute picture of him. I want to cuddle his brains out. I love the video for Rockstar by Nickelback. I find it funny, but sad at the same time. It just came on. AND WTF MTV IS ACTUALLY SHOWING VIDEOS!?!?!?!? OMFG ALERT THE PRESS, THIS IS SHOCKING! I love Hatebreed. Random. Oh, and I hate Paramore. But I can`t decide if I want to slap the singer, or throw her down and *Cough*dothingstoher*Cough* I`m hungry. It`s like, too early to be hungry, but I am. :/ And this is a very random entry. I`ll stop now, haha. Current Mood: Hungry Current Music: Amy Winehouse on MTV

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August 24th, 2007

04:36 am - Questions! Well, I`m bored, so I`m going to use this idea I got from someone`s LJ. I honestly don`t know who. :/ Ask me anything. Any questions, and I`ll answer honestly. Maybe it`s something specific. Maybe you just don`t know me very well and want to know some basic stuff. Maybe it`s something you randomly have on your mind! Anything, for I am bored and this seemed like a good idea. Oh, and you can ask your question(s) annoymously if you want, I don`t care. By the way, Ozzfest was fucking amazing. LORDI WAS GREAT EVEN IF EVERYONE BOOED THEM! And Ozzy, Lamb of God, Hatebreed, Static X, and Devildriver were also great. CIRCLE PIT IN THE DARK ON A HILL FOR LAMB OF GOD! I fell in one of the pits and scrapped my knee up, hehe. (The second stage was in the parking lot, so it sucked to fall) I feel hardcore now. I`ll post more on Ozzfest later. And pics, someday. And Warped Tour pics, again, someday. OH! GALLOWS WON BEST BRITISH NEWCOMER IN THE KERRANG AWAWRDS! GO GALLOWS! And My Chemical Romance won Best International band! And Lostprophets won I think it was Best British band <3 Current Mood: Cheerful Current Music: Gallows

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August 18th, 2007

09:01 pm - Loudfest Mmm I`m back from Loudfest. Basically, it was awesome, I can`t keep my neck up from headbanging all day, I was thrown through the air in a mosh pit (ha) I met awesome people and we had to start/carry every mosh pit because it was like, 5 of us that actually wanted to mosh and no one else knew how to mosh and just wanted to stand there. But one band dedicated a song to us, because they were like, K GUYS YOU NEED TO LIKE, ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING AND NOT JUST STAND THERE and we were kinda the only people who listened. XD But the people we ended up getting to mosh were so ramdomly awesome. It was this 40 year old guy, this HUGE guy who we all tried to tackle but couldn`t, two metalhead girls, a punk guy, and a guy that looked just like Harry Potter. HE OH. And the former singer of Anthrax signed my beach ball! Because one of the bands threw beach balls into the crowd. I WAS SO EXCITED! <3 Seriously, he was so nice too. And his new "band" played mostly old Anthrax stuff. I haven`t eaten since like, 10:30am. I`M STARVING RIGHT NOW. Current Mood: Sore Current Music: I cant really hear right now, ha

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01:25 am - Random Concert Talk! So nothing exciting has been happening here. I should probably go to bed because it`s 1:30am and I have to get up at 10am tomorrow...but I`m not sleepy. So I`m reading fan fiction instead. Much more fun. XD I`m going to a local metal festival tomorrow! It`s in my old town, which proves that it is indeed about 100000 times more awesome than this place. It`s like, 7 hours long or something. The stupid church is protesting it because some stupid girl is getting married that day and is all like LOL METAL WILL RUIN MY WEDDDING. So WTF. But they`re still doing the show, they`re just going to have a 45 minute break before the main band so she can have her stupid wedding, basically just so that the city will let the concert people have more shows in the future. BUT STILL, it shall be awesome. It`s all local metal/hardrock bands, but the singer of Anthrax is going to be there with his new band. Don`t know if they`re good or not...but I think it`s pretty cool that he`s coming to Haverhill to play this thing. I`m a little worried because the guy who sold me the ticket at this music store was kinda an idiot and had no idea what he was doing and my ticket looks nothing like the pictures of the ones on the website O_o THEN OZZFEST IS MONDAY! The schedule is awesome. I thought that the second and main stage would be running together...but luckily they`re not. I`m happy because I`ll get to see everyone this way, unlike at Warped Tour when I had to choose between bands. Nile, Ankla, Chthonic, In This Moment, Daath, and 3 inches of blood play 20 minutes each, Devildriver and Behemoth play a half hour each, and Hatebreed plays an hour. Then for the main stage, Black Tide plays 20 minutes, Lordi and Static X play 45, Lamb of God plays an hour, and Ozzy plays 70 minutes. SO YAY! Now I just have to look up some of the second stage bands...because I only know a few of them. I have a huge obsession with The Matches now. They`re so good. <3 Current Mood: Excited Current Music: Scream Out by The Unseen

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August 11th, 2007

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August 8th, 2007

11:04 pm - Warped Tour! So, Warped Tour is tomorrow! And I`m all ready to go. Gah, I`m getting NO sleep tonight, I`m way too excited. Is anyone here going tomorrow by any chance? I know most of you don`t live anywhere near Boston, but if by chance you are...I`ll be wearing a green Less Than Jake shirt and I`ll have a black Hard Rock Cafe bag. If you see me, come hang out with me! I want to meet up with someone. Since, my dad`s going with me, but I`ll be alone most the time. Current Mood: Excited Current Music: The Unseen

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August 4th, 2007

05:18 pm - I Need To Update More! Mmm wow I haven`t posted here in a while, have I? Well, I believe it`s time for a post! So basically, this is what`s been going on with me. 1. My poor little Mikey hamster died. :( She would have been two on August 1st, blah. Now I have another hamster named Ozzy AKA Sir Ozzensworth, and he`s big and black and white. He hangs out with me while I`m on the computer...he loves my computer desk. 2. WARPED TOUR IS THIS THURSDAY. FUCK YES. I`m so pumped for it, I still have a bunch of bands I want to look up though. Ozzfest is the 20th, and I`m probably going to this local metalfest thing on the 18th. The singer of Anthrax is going to be there, and a bunch of local bands. 3. This whole last week, I saw a bunch of local bands play downtown. The ones on Wednesday were good. The second band was this local band I`d heard of, they did alternative jazzish rock, they were actually pretty good. The third band was the best one of the week. They were called Atris, and they were awesome, and afterwards I talked to the band and they were so nice. The singer was this cute, cuddly gay blonde guy with a mohawk and he hugged me twice and talked to me for a bit. The guitarist was great, he played a quick little accoutic set in between the actual band playing, and it was beautiful. Then on Thursday, I saw this one band that was pretty good, it was funny because it was basically me, the camera guy, and their friend watching them with random old people around not paying any attention. So they called me over after and we talked for a bit. Basically a fun week, the bands were way better than I expected. 4. I had to go to the school I`m switching to the other day to pick classes and such. I have a pretty good schedual for this year, I actually got in all the classes I wanted. I`m in honors English, history, geometry, biology, 9th and 10th grade gym since I didn`t take it last year and it`s a state requirement, ceramics and sculpture, digital photograpy, and guitar. I`m excited to be taking a photography class, and of course GUITAR AGAIN. I get to actually take the whole class this time. I`m not doing any more langauge, at least, for now, because it sucks. I`m also in the easiest classes I could get into except for the honors English. So the gym thing sucks, but still. Mmm that`s all for now, I shall post more later, and post some pics of Ozzy. Current Mood: Hot Current Music: The Matches

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July 12th, 2007

09:52 am - Whoa I have Like, 20 Yahoo Emails O_O Mmm what the fuck, it`s 9:50am and I`m on Livejournal. :/ My sleeping hours are so fucked up. Lately I`ve been up until 6 or 7am and sleeping until 2 or 3pm, and now I`m up at eight. My mom`s at work, and I woke up around 8am and was like, HEY I THINK ITS TIME TO PLAY SOME METAL. LOUDLY. CUZ NO ONE`S HERE. So I did that for like, an hour, and now I turned it off to work on my MCR fic. Yesterday, I was woken up at 11am because all the smoke detectors in the house freaked out and went off for no reason, I guess because they`re all on the same circuit or something? So my mom and I ran around the house looking for a fire, then I couldn`t fall back asleep because it was really hot and humid. My dad came home and didn`t know what was wrong with them so he turned them back on, so I`m all worried they`re going to freak out again. I haven`t gotten to see Harry Potter yet because my mom and I were going to go on Wednesday, but then she was like, "HEY YOUR DAD PROBABLY WANTS TO GO LETS ASK HIM" so now we`re probably stuck with him going with us, and we have to wait for her to actually ask him, first of all, and if he wants to tag along, we have to wait for him to actually "feel like" going. So has anyone else here seen it? Is it good? I got an email saying that my Warped Tour tickets have been shipped, which is good because I was beginning to worry a bit, even though the show isn`t until August 9th. So that excited me this morning, lol. Current Mood: Calm Current Music: Disturbed

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July 1st, 2007

04:21 pm - Him So has everyone heard that new leaked Him song? It was posted on Vam and everything a while ago. So what do you guys think of it? It sounds interesting...and now I`m all excited for the new CD. Gah, my Him love shall never die. If anyone needs the song, I can upload it for you guys. Current Mood: Busy Current Music: Killswitch Engage

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June 25th, 2007

12:06 am - SUMMER! HURRAYZAH! HEY EVERYONE ITS OFFICALLY SUMMER! I got out of school Wednesday! I really can`t describe how happy I felt, and still feel. Seriously. It`s a beautiful thing. I have no idea how finals went. Math was partly easy and partly hard. Science...I`m fucking screwed. History was okay I think, just long. French was easy. English was that portfolio crap. I`m pissed off, I actually wrote on the thing, I DIDNT READ THE ODYSSEY SO IM NOT PUTTING ANY WORK FROM THAT IN HERE and she still graded me down on it when I wasn`t even here when they did that. And I got a B and I put like, so much time into it. And she obviously didn`t listen to my soundtrack, which pisses me off a bit. Art was so boring, the final was 15 minutes long so we just sat around after for an hour and 45 minutes. Though I was a bit sad to leave the class for the last time because I actually LIKED my art class, a lot. I`m obsessed with this punk band called The Unseen. They`re like, fucking amazing, no kidding. I love them, I can`t wait to see them at Warped. Oh, I told my parents about Ozzfest. It was reaaaaally easy, in fact, my dad is all like, OH SERIOUSLY OZZY`S GOING TO BE PLAYING? OH MAN IM THERE! so HURRAY. I was surprised, but whatever, I`m glad to get the whole how the hell do I get to Ozzfest problem is over with. I started horseback riding again. I was in this beginning jumping lesson but HOLY SHIT they were so good. I was just watching them like O_O Oh, and I was riding this horse named Frankie, so my friend was all like, HAHA TELL ALL THE MCR FANS YOU KNOW THAT YOU RODE FRANKIE! so that made me laugh. ...Who else is a Harry Potter dork and is reaaaally excited for the last book to come out? Current Mood: Happy Current Music: The Unseen, Social Damage

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June 19th, 2007

06:07 am - Who Wants to Dress Up Like Me, Sneak Into My French Final, and Take it For Me? So guess what time it is right now guys? 6am. Oh my, fun, isn`t it? I`m really hyper right now for some reason. I`m watching music videos on VH1 and MTV...wtf, do they all suck now or something? It`s all rap and Carrie Underwood. Which, sadly, I was just singing along to while giggling hysterically. Even most the actual rock videos they play aren`t that great...I hate The Almost, I hate Cute Is What We Aim For, I hate Boys Like Girls, and I don`t much care for Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. :/ I have a French final today at 10...and I really haven`t studied that much. I keep putting it off, because I`m lazy, and I have four different sets of verbs to memorize, plus other random stuff. Today was really boring, I had an art final and a physics final. Art took all of twenty minutes, then we spent an hour and forty minutes doing nothing. Then, during the break, I sat outside and tried to call Ray like, five times (I had my mom`s cell phone) and he didn`t answer, so I just sat around and listened to music. Then physics...well let`s just say, I failed that in the most hardcore way. Yea. Fun. But all that`s left is French and history, then I`m done with school, so school offically ends Wednesday but I only have two hours today and then two hours Wednesday, so it`s not even full days. Omfg, happy feelings <3 I got offically accepted (Again) to my old school, and I`m picking classes on August 1st. Haha, Ray is so happy that I`ll be back, it`s funny. Oh and I`m starting horseback riding again. *Nods* I`m going tomorrow, I`m like, unbelieveably excited, I`ve missed riding horses a lot. I guess I`m in a beginning jumping class? So that should be interesting, being as the only thing I can jump is a foot off the ground. I just want it to be August 9th for Warped Tour though...that`s going to be like, punk rocker heaven, I do believe. What could possibly be better than endless mosh pits and like, over 50 bands? Nothing, I say. Nothing at all. Then Ozzfest...I have to work out how I`m going to do all that. On Ozzfest I`ll have been a vegetarian for a year. My friend keeps calling me the death metal hippie, lmao. Wish me luck for French, I think I`ll be needing it. Current Mood: Hyper Current Music: Avoid One Thing

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June 11th, 2007

04:09 pm - Pictures Okaaaaay, any more random picture requests? I`m working on those now, haha. I need mooooore I`m bored. Current Mood: busy Current Music: South Park Theme

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June 9th, 2007

01:00 am - I Has Quotes! Sooo I`m doing this project for my English class which we have to do instead of a final, and it involves putting a bunch of shit in a binder. This involves creative stuff that "tells about us" or some crap like that, so I`m doing a CD (or two, or three, with how many songs I have) of songs I like, and a list of quotes. So I figured I might as well post some quotes. Feel free to give me some, and I`ll add them! ( Haha, My Chemical Romance Quote Overload ) Current Mood: Busy Current Music: Augustana, Stars and Bouvards

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May 29th, 2007

09:51 am - Mmmm At Least I Have Art Next... Mmm, I`m at school right now on a school computer in my study. I`m supposed to be writing an essay on A Tale of Two Cities, and I actually am...but I figured I`d take an LJ update break. So I just had a random realization when I was looking at the My LJ page and reading some Vam stuff, and that`s that I miss how close the fandom used to be. I mean, I remember when we all knew each other and we were all really close and I could recognize everyone who posted. It`s kind of ironic that I miss that, because the town I live in is like that (Everyone knows each other, everyone is in everyone elses business) and I can`t even describe how much I hate it. So yea. Weeeird. Though I do love the MCR fandom that I`m more into now, the drama gets annoying, and it`s sad to watch Vam just...suck. I vote that we all get together and get the old writers to rejoin and save the place, personally. I`d write there if I had the time, but I don`t like doing more than one fic at once, and I have so many MCR related plans that I kinda can`t commit to much Vam stuff. I think I`ll do a one shot sometime though...if anyone has any requests, I`d be more than happy to hear them! In other news, I`m reaaaally anxious for school to just end already, and it makes me kind of depressed because it`s not going by fast enough. But omg, I think I`ll call Ray when I get home before skateboarding and tell him that I`m going back to my old school with him next year. I can`t wait to hear his reaction, and that should cheer me up. Omg this class is so boring, but I have art next and I can sneak down and get some chips or something because I forgot to eat breakfast. My arm hurts from getting hit by a car yesterday. :( I`m just like...sore, lol. And yea, guys, I need to comment a lot of you, I`ve been neglecting LJ lately and that`s just sad. Current Mood: Blank Current Music: Stupid People Talking. Blah.

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May 8th, 2007

12:49 am - Update Time, Finally So Steph is making me update this, since for whatever reason, I haven`t for a while. I was going to update it tonight anyway, but don`t tell her that And omg, I`m talking to her in the first time since forever, which makes me so happy, because I miss talking to her. SO. Really good news. I applied to switch back to my old school, and I got accepted! So for the next school year, I`ll be back in Haverhill with Ray and everyone. I`m so excited, but I haven`t actually told Ray yet. I want to wait for them to confirm it when my mom calls them. When they do, I`ll tell Ray...and I know he`ll be really, really excited, which will make up for having to tell him I was moving in the first place. I`m pretty happy right now, but yesterday I was pretty depressed all day. Blah, I just need this school year to end. Then I swear I`ll feel better, or I`ll at least try to appreciate things a little more. I`m okay, really I am, I just have random panic/slump days. I biked to the beach yesterday. I managed to run into a parked car though, lmao. I was messing with my CD player, and not looking where I was going, and I looked up and smashed into the car. Luckily I was fine, but I got the fuck out of there before someone could accuse me of hurting their car. I`m playing Good Riddance by Green Day on Saturday for this concert thingie. I`m kind of panicked because I feel like I suck >< I went mini golfing on Saturday and hit the ball into the water like, three times, and then almost fell into the water trying to get it, lmfao. It was so fun though. And lastly, the band Less Than Jake more or less sums up my life perfectly. I`m not even kidding, there are songs by them I can relate to more than anything. Current Mood: Giddy Current Music: Less Than Jake, The Ghosts of Me and You

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April 17th, 2007

09:24 pm - VACATION = GOOD w00t I`m on vacation! No school for a week! I don`t really have any plans. I might go see a movie or something on Thursday, by myself because I`m a loner like that. Hurray! So far on vacation, I`ve....well....got a lot of writing done and blared a lot of loud music. That`s a pretty good wayt to spend your time. It`s been raining really really hard here. There`s flooding all over the area, and the winds at night are insane. WTF weather? So I`m offically going to Warped Tour! I got my tickets last night. So yea, Warped this summer! I`m excited. Oh yes. I cut my finger pretty badly on Friday in my art class. I was trying to cut a hole through two pieces of fabric, and I stabbed it too hard, and it went through fast and cut my finger. Then it just kept bleeding and bleeding for like, half an hour. I tried to wrap it in a bunch of paper towels and stay in my class, but it bled through. So then I tried putting it under water, and it hurt like hell. Seriously, cutting it barley hurt, but putting it under water was like OMFG PAIN. So I went to the nurse, bleeding all over the staircase first, and then I had to sit around for like, 20 minutes putting pressure on it to make it stop. But mostly I was just worrying, like OH SHIT I don`t think I can play guitar because the cut is like, right on my finger tip and curves up to the top. Anyways...I ended up just wrapping it up really well when I got home and going to my guitar lesson and being okay. Now it`s a lot better, but it`s still a bit of a pain to play. Question. If MTV`s show Scarred is about random people getting badly hurt and it shows all this footage on it, but MTV is all like, DONT SEND US IN FOOTAGE WE WONT VIEW IT OR PUT IT ON TV then how the fuck do they get footage and people for the show? Being as it all looks like stuff that people taped by themselves. WTF MTV? But seriously, it must SUCK to fall when you`re a biker, because you fall on the bike or the bike falls on you. But they`re fun to watch. I was watching this biker at the skate park today, and he was on the huge half pipe at the park, and he rode up and down it and turned and it was so smooth, it was amazing. And there was this one guy who rode up a ramp, jumped, his tires hit the wood behind it and he bounced off and landed backwards and kept going. Like...damn. Current Mood: Mellow Current Music: Alkaline Trio, Hell Yes

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April 2nd, 2007

12:02 am - Wooo April Fools! Haha, most my day was spent online, seeing various April Fool jokes. Seriously, I saw a bunch of prank posts on LJ, a bunch of stuff on Gaia...and then more on LJ, lol. It always takes me forever to catch on to them though. :/ I`m sad because the Warped Tour site is stupid and won`t put Boston tickets on presale, so I can`t get tickets. I thought I`d be able to get them today. The good news? Chiodos and Killswitch Engage were added to the tour. Hell yes! <3 I watched Saw on TV last night. No, I`m not joking. I actually watched a scary movie, when I normally hate them and am easily scared and paranoid. The thing is, it was super good, especially if you skip the scarier parts, haha. It was really interesting and smart though. Also, I realized I am a fucked up person, because after the guy saws his leg off (And no, I didn`t watch that part, lol) and he`s laying next to the other guy and they`re covered in blood, I was all like, OMFG PLEASE MAKE OUT WITH EACH OTHER RIGHT NOW because seriously, some boy sex was needed to lighten up the situation. Especially since the first guy was all like, "I gotta leave you!" and the second one was like, "NO DONT LEAVE ME I NEED YOU" and was clinging to him. Happy thoughts. In a really fucked up way. I love thrift stores. I went to one on Friday and found a painting, a SHINY greyish blackish shirt, and a Less Than Jake t-shirt. Hurray. I have a French project due Tuesday that I`m ignoring. Oh, and I found out that I have a 62 average in science. So that`s a D or an F. Probably a D. Lol I feel so smart. EDIT- DUDE THE APRIL FOOLS DAY THING AT MCRSLASH SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME. LMFAO. I`m laughing so hard right now though. Current Mood: Awake Current Music: System of a Down, Lonely Day

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March 21st, 2007

11:49 pm - My Chemical Pic Spam This is the best picture I have ever seen. I really don`t know why. It just is. Frankie is curled up in the corner OMFG CUTE. Seriously, don`t you just wanna grab the boy and cuddle him? I vote that Ray stay in that position forever more. That is pretty much the sexiest thing I have ever seen in my life. Also, Ray reminds me of Jimmy Page of Led Zeppelin. SERIOUSLY. Like, there are random moments when I think that. But I don`t seem to recall Ray ever being so skinny as he is in this picture. Nice bulge you got there Ray. SEXYYYYY Gerard and Mikey just make me laugh, they`re so cute. And Mikey has this look on his face like he`s fantasizing about Gerard fucking him. They just look so beautiful together in this picture. Meanwhile, Bob is just being awesome and hardcore over there. BUT WHY IS FRANKIE IN THE CORNER? Gerard needs to go over and cuddle that little bitch senseless. ( MORE MCR PICTURES. Because I`m Sick, and MCR Pictures Make me Better ) Current Mood: Sick Current Music: My Chemical Romance, Famous Last Words

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March 20th, 2007

04:38 am - Well When Push Comes to Shove, You Gotta Do What You Love, Even if It`s Not a Good Idea! I`m boarderline sick. You know, when you`re sickish but not really, really sick? I`m just all sniffly and I feel shitty and weak and tired. I have a window open because it is too fucking hot in here, and too fucking dry. :( I was dying in school today, seriously. I was so tired I couldn`t do anything. I don`t even know why, because I got about as much sleep as usual, and I`ve been better on less, but I spent the whole day just feeling completely wiped out. I seriously considered skipping my last class, a study, to go home. I wrote up a fake pass, but I couldn`t sign the teacher`s name without it looking just like my writing, so I just said fuck it and went to study and slept. My dad was throwing a fit on Sunday night. Wow, I really love how every time I eat dinner with my family, a shitfest goes down and we all end up yelling at each other. I spent most of Sunday night in bed, just like, shaking. Then I started listening to MCR and I started sobbing and freaking out. Even now, I`m still feeling all sensitive and shit. So I`m sick, tired, and depressed, and I`m not going to be able to get any more sleep until Wednesday afternoon, because tomorrow (Well, today technically) I have school, then skateboarding, then I have to come home around 6pm and write an essay for English which is due the next day, and after that I want to work on my fic and practice guitar...and I`m not going to want to sleep and skip doing the fun stuff. Fuck, it`s going to be a long week. I`ve been listening to random ska bands since Sunday, lol. Ska actually is okay. The trumpets are just hard to get used to. Current Mood: Tired and Sick Current Music: Big D and the Kids Table, LAX

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March 11th, 2007

05:55 pm - Weekend! WEEKEND! My weekend is going very well. I slept a lot, worked on Diaries, ignored my English paper, and cleaned for like, five minutes. I`ve been on Gaia more or less the whole day. Livejournal and Myspace are slow today. Not that Myspace is ever very exciting, but still. I`m excited for tomorrow because there`s supposed to be a big band update on the Warped Tour site. I made a list of all the bands that are coming to my date, and so far we`ve got 28, so I`m guessing that there`ll be a lot more added. All this concert excitement is fuuun. Though it`s like, 150 days away, lmao. ( Yea, This is a Boring Update, but Here`s a Cute Hamster Picture I Took of Mikey ) Current Mood: Bored Current Music: Rise Against, Injection

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March 10th, 2007

02:16 pm - Interview 01. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me." 02. I respond by asking you five questions of a very intimate and creepily personal nature. Or not so creepy/personal. 03. Update your LJ with the answers to the questions. 04. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the post. 05. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions. So here`s what I was asked. 1) is frank ever going to snatch mikey up and snuggle him in diaries? Lmao, yes! I promise he will. Frank and Mikey and going to end up getting closer and will end up with a very strong relationship. Though...not in a sexual way. ;) 2) besides english (obviously) what's your best subject in school? Lol, I`m currently not doing great in English. I`m getting like...a B or something, but I always used to get A`s. I just really hate this new class and this new school. And it really DOES piss me off that English has become my second least favorite class when it`s usually my favorite, and that I`m not learning anything I could apply to my writing. So I`m just trying to get through this year, and hopefully I`ll get to go to another school next year and get a better English class. But currently my best subject is my art class, and the one good thing about this school is that this art class has really showed me aspects of art that I love...things besides just drawing something to look exactly how it`s supposed to, because I suck at doing that. Plus the teacher is really nice, and I can get really into the projects. 3) if you could pick one (and only one) member of mcr to actually have sex with which one would it be? Gah, this is a hard question, because seriously...I want them all. :( I think I`d go with Gerard though. He`s such a sweetheart, and I think he`d be very loving and sweet in bed, lmao. And I really would like to hear him moan and have him bite my neck like the little vampire he is. Plus, he`s very cute, as we all know, and gah, I just love him to death. But I REALLY would want a threesome with Gee and Ray, haha. Fuck, I want the whole band. I`d dance with Frankie, cuddle Gee, hug Mikey, (He always looks like he needs a hug. Though lately...he`s looked more horny than anything. But I guess with Gee molesting him at concerts, you can`t blame the poor guy.) do kinky dirty things with Ray, and make Bob teach me how to play drums. 4) which do you prefer? dogs or cats? Dogs. I love huge dogs that jump on you and all that. I like cats, but I`m more of a dog person. I want a pet I can annoy to death and play with and be my best friend. Though I`d like a dog and a cat, lol. 5) what's your fondest memory so far? Oooh the MCR concert. Even though it was like...not that long ago. But it was just so amazing and perfect, and I`ve never felt so happy and alive before. Plus every time I listen to them now I remember what Gerard did at the concert during a certain song, or something like that. And besides the fact that it was MCR, just being at a real concert was amazing. I mean, I`ve been so into music for ages, and I can`t even describe how it felt to finally get to go to a concert, and have it be a couple bands I really like. Current Mood: Busy Current Music: As I Lay Dying

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March 8th, 2007

08:27 pm - Warped Tour! So I just started looking up all the Warped Tour stuff for this year...and omg, I can`t even describe how excited I am, lmao. I actually asked my dad tonight if he`d take me and he said yes, if I can get tickets! So I`m actually probably fucking going to go to Warped Tour!! <333333 Anyways...being excited and obsessivly looking to see who`s playing and news is so much fun. Presale tickets are on sale April 1st. Anyways, bands. Alkaline Trio is playing, but not at my date. :( As I Lay Dying will be there though, which will be fucking amazing. There`s going to be Bayside, Boys Like Girls, Coheed and Cambria, Cute is What We Aim For, Flogging Molly, New Found Glory, and other bands that are good. That`s what`s on the site so far. Norma Jean is playing, but not at my date :( According to other websites, the bands, and Wikipedia...Haste the Day and I Am Ghost are playing, as are Rancid and HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS. And I`d get to mosh for real if I went, haha. Since I`m all warmed up from MCR and kind of know what to expect now. And the big news? Well, the last couple of days I`ve had a feeling Rise Against would play, because they`re the type of band that would play, they`re popular, and there are ads for their (Well, really MCR`s) tour on the Warped Tour page. WELL ACCORDING TO A BUNCH OF SITES, THEY`RE PLAYING! And I`m SO hoping that the site will announce that they`re playing my date, because I`ll cry if they don`t. I REALLY love them and would love to get to see them again, since I didn`t really get to hear much when I saw them with MCR. So I guess more bands will be announced on Monday. Some of the bands I`m REALLY excited about haven`t been offically announced yet, such as Hawthorne Heights and Rise Against, so I want to see them offically on the site. And of course...there`s tons more to be announced, I`m sure. I`m so looking forward to obsessing over this until August, haha. It`s what I really need right now, something to get me through this year. http://www.warpedtour.com/warpedtour/band.asp This is the official list. It doesn`t list all the bands I mentioned yet though. Current Mood: Excited Current Music: Rise Against

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March 2nd, 2007

05:25 am - Now We Know the REAL Reason Gerard Dyed his Hair... Haha, I just had a dream that I got to meet Gerard back when he had the blond hair (in a closet for whatever reason, lol), and I talked to him a little bit about coffee for some reason then I asked him why he dyed his beautiful hair blond and cut it. So he got all flustered, and then said, "Well, I went on Frankie`s Myspace one day, and he had filled out one of those surveys, and one of the questions was, what color hair do you like in guys? and Frankie wrote, guys with blond hair are really hot. So I went home and tried to give myself a nice hair cut first, but I fucked it up and cut it wrong and tried to fix it and got it too short, and then I tried to dye it blond, but I made it look too white." and so I was like, "Awww, so what happened with Frank?" and Gerard said, "Well...I went and re read that survey, and it said further down that he had a crush on his best friend, and I`m his best friend, so I just went and walked in on him in the shower and we made out and he said he liked my hair." I woke up laughing so hard. Current Mood: Amused Current Music: As I Lay Dying

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March 1st, 2007

03:59 am - Eh... Hmm, I haven`t updated this for like, a week. Whoa. I`m actually doing okay. Nothing terrible has happened since the concert, actually. Maybe it was good luck? I have a half day on Friday. I just found out yesterday, lol, so that really cheered me up. I found some band name generators, lmao. I found one for metal bands, and some of the names it gave me were Fluffy Chaos, Cute Hate, Scent of Rainbow and Pink Cross. Because those sound SO metal. I let it include "non evil words" and that`s what I got, haha. Some good ones were Gates of Remains, Wounded Tranquility, Master of Forest, and Infected Slime. I found some non metal ones too, and they gave me Picasso`s Swollen Penalty, (WTf?) Strawbury Skunk Believers, Emo Pigeon, Act Out Your Age, and Twinkies Don`t Count. So yea, that was a good waste of a half hour. Though I don`t think I`d want to actually name a band one of those names...I`d want it to be more unique than that. Plus I love finding out how a band got their name, and usually there`s some interesting stories behind it, so if the band was like, "well yes, we got the name off a band generator online," I`d be like of like, um okay whatever. I feel just so blah about things now though, and I can`t decide what I want anymore because I feel so torn about more or less everything. Like, everything that`s not music or fan fiction, I just don`t want to bother with. I`ve just been doing a lot of thinking and not really getting anywhere with it, and just going around in circles. The only good thing is that I`m not bothered being single at the moment. I just...feel so blah about it all, and I half want to be with someone and half just can`t be bothered and don`t want to bother and just really don`t feel good enough to bother. I really feel so bad about myself, I can`t even describe it, and I think I need to just kind of work on that. Though since there`s no one that I could possibly be with, I guess I don`t need to worry about the single thing. Blah. I`m looking around Myspace for really good punk and metal bands. I need a break from screamo, haha. Not really. Well yea, I guess so. I don`t know. I love how good punk bands make me feel though. I just really am in the mood for like, death metal and punk. Or just something really deep and unique. Or just more MCR, haha. But see? I can`t figure out what I want. I can`t even figure out what I want to listen to now. Heh. I`m going to bed. I`m fucking tired and I have to get up in an hour and a half for school. I really am at the point I don`t know what I`m saying anymore. Current Mood: Tired Current Music: Alkaline Trio, Hell Yes

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February 23rd, 2007

02:29 pm - Welcome to the Black Parade! Well, it`s the day after the My Chemical Romance concert. I`ll write everything that happened here, but first let me say that it was completely fucking AMAZING. This is long, so I put it under a cut. ( Read more... ) Current Mood: Still So Happy Current Music: My Chemical Romance, I Don`t Love You

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February 22nd, 2007

04:30 pm - To the Concert I Shall Go! Gah, I`m going to leave to go see My Chemical Romance and Rise Against in like...a half hour. I`m so fucking excited. I spent most of today listening to them and being all like OMFG FAN GIRL. So yea. I started getting ready at like...2pm. XD I have on my "We Are the Black Parade" necklace, my MCR shirt, and my MCR belt. I also have baggy pants with lots of zippers and pockets, so I can bring money, a pen and paper for autographs (Though even if I got to meet anyone...I don`t know if I`d ask for autographs.) and a disposable camera because in case someone takes it away from me, I don`t want to bring my real one. My dad is in a good mood I think, and he came home early, so hopefully everything will be okay. Gah, I can`t believe I`m about to see my favorite band. They mean so much to me, and they`re like, a fucking hour away from me. And I`m about to see them. I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED! I`m getting there about an hour early I think, so we get a good place to stand. I just can`t wait to be with other MCR fans, and just be in the whole concert environment. Gah. So I`ll post after the show to tell you guys how it was! And hopefully I`ll get to take pics...so I`ll try to scan them and post them here. Current Mood: Excited Current Music: Rise Against

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February 20th, 2007

09:47 pm - What Happens if you Put a Hamster in the Dryer, Well What Do You Know, It`s Gonna Catch on Fire! SO IM ON VACATION AND IT IS REALLY FUCKING SWEET. Yea, it really is. I haven`t done anything except sit on my ass at home and play Zelda and hang out on the computer, but I just feel so good and happy that it`s okay. Just getting a break from having to deal with all of the anger and unhappiness and frustration that I feel from dealing with school makes me feel so good. I feel all mellow and easy going. It`s nice. Haha, I`ve talked to Raymond like, twice a day every day since Saturday. It`s funny, because all we do when we have school is bitch about how much we want a vacation, and now that we`re on vacation, we`re all like, "IM SO FUCKING BORED, YOU?" "ME TOO, SO FUCKING BORED!" but in all honesty, we`re happy. Ray and I have the wierdest conversations, I swear. We were talking about anime characters and who they should be paired up with, and all the wierd anime porn we`ve seen. We`re such dorks. Oh, and Ray was flirting with me, haha. I feel kind of bad, because he`s one of my best friends, and he`s liked me since we`ve met...but I just really don`t like him like that. Though I`ll admit, it does make me feel good to have someone like me, in an awkward way. So. Skateboarding. Today I was at my lesson, and we were in one of the deep pools, and we were leaving, and so I ran up the side and tried to pull myself up and fell. One of the guys standing there noticed, and was like, "need some help?" and I was going to say, "I can do it myself thanks," but fuck. Why pass up the chance to have a guy grab your hand and drag you out of pool? So yes, that was nice. The other day this idiot messaged me on Yahoo, and was like, "Want to see some pictures of me?" and I was like, "Okay." So he sends me pics of himself naked. So I freaked and signed off Yahoo...and then decided to sign back on, and he was like, "So I guess you don`t like my pics?" and I IMed him back saying, "LAWLS your dick is like, two inches long. Have fun sleeping alone tonight sweetheart." Haha, I was amused. I see My Chemical Romance on Thursday! Gah, I`m so excited. It just sucks that I have to go with my dad. I mean, I appreciate that he`s taking me...but I just really want to go wild and mosh and headbang and sing and just have a really fucking good time, and I know he`ll be a pain in the ass. It`s not his fault really, he`s a parent, but gah. I WANNA MOSH. I want rock related injuries, haha. I`m going to take a million pictures at the concert. Oh, and I`m debating what to wear. I need baggy pants with pockets around the knees for my camera, but the pair I was going to wear ripped, and my other pair like that has lots of rings and zippers and shit on it, and I know that`s a bad thing to wear to a rock concert Also, I may wear arm warmers instead of a hoodie because it`s simplier and easier, but I don`t want to look and feel like a stupid scene kid the whole night. And how crazy will it be? I mean, with Rise Against opening, and the awesome true MCR fans...will there be mosh pits and headbanging and stuff? Or will it be stuck up preppy girls and scene kids? Or both, but the rockers will have their insanity and the other people will have gotten seat tickets? Because I purposly didn`t get seat tickets so I could be in with all the insane rock concert shit, and I`m going to be pissed if it`s just idiots screaming about how they want to fuck Gerard. I want the most out of my first true rock concert, and the more insane it will be, the happier Chelsea will be. And my dad? Well...I guess he`ll have to deal. Current Mood: Cheerful Current Music: Black Sabbath

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February 14th, 2007

11:45 am - OMG SNOW! Well happy fucking Valetine`s Day to you, LJ! I`m actually having a good Valentine`s day for the first time in...ever. Basically that`s because I haven`t been to school since Monday. On Tuesday I was sick, and today`s a snow day. Omg, if you look out the window here all you see is whiteness flying all over the place, from the snow and the wind. And NO SCHOOL. I`m in a really good mood though, because I only have school tomorrow and Friday and then I get a week off, and the My Chemical Romance concert! Oh, and I finally got an MCR shirt. My mom went out the other day and got me one, which made me really happy. I haven`t worn it yet though...because I`ve just hung out at home the past two days. Omg, skateboarding yesterday. We amused ourselves. In my lesson it`s me and those three boys who range from like, seven to nine years old. And I`m usually the only girl in the park, lol. And I suck. But anyways, in the park, which is indoors, there`s a mini half pipe, a huge half pipe, some pools (Ya know, like in California where they drowned out the pools and skated in them?) and ramps and stuff. And so we were all trying to ollie and stuff on the huge half pipe (And we kept like, running into each other XD) and so the boys and I somehow got the idea to climb the stairs to the top of the half pipe and slide down it (Because one part is like, this huge ramp that you roll down on your board and then it`s the half pipe part, and the very end is steeper so that it`s completely vertical at the very top) So yes that was wierd and fun. The instuctor was like wtf the whole time. Oh, and he looked JUST like Linde of Him. And he`s like, sixteen. So YAY I`m going to play more Zelda and watch the snow violently attack my house. Oh...and sorry if I haven`t responded to comments very fast lately. LJ has been sending me the emails for them kind of late, but I think it`s fixed now. Current Mood: Amused Current Music: The Snow, Violently Hitting My House O_O Wtf?

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February 12th, 2007

02:24 am - I Miss... Mmmmm, I feel so wierd right now. Like, not really happy or sad. In between. It started earlier when I started playing all of my The 69 Eyes CDs one after the other. That band reminds me so much or stuff...like Khaos, and Steph, and how much better things were like...half a year ago. Last summer I guess. Haha, and to think I was so miserable back then too. But seriously, I feel like I`m slowly losing everyone and everything I love. I miss Vam, the good old days of Vam. That was so fun. I miss the people and the stories and just all the fun shit that happened back then. I miss Viva La Bam and Him, and just how I felt for Him I guess. I miss Steph and Khaos. I keep bursting out laughing thinking of all the shit we pulled. Well, okay, well we didn`t pull much shit, but we had a hell of a lot of awesome moments. Like when Steph and I stuck out at 1am every night for a week in the summer and talked on the phone, and yelled cock! loudly, and talked about sex and guns and bands, and one time we did it it was POURING out and I got soaked. And how I saw a possum outside, and everything. And when Khaos got me into The 69 Eyes`s older stuff, and I was like OMG THIS IS NOT JYRKI WTF to her and she was laughing, and how she made me write that Negative fic, and all of the awesome random conversations we had, and Steph and I with all of our jokes. But blah, now Steph is never online and I miss her so much, and Khaos is dead. I can`t even believe it still. Like...fuck, how can she be dead? And I miss Raymond and how much happier I was at my old school, where I didn`t feel like a freak and there were actually people there who would talk to me and I didn`t spend half the day just wishing I could fall into a coma for awhile. And how hopeful I felt about moving, and how much more fun and better life was back then. I mean fuck, it isn`t that long ago...but I just miss it all. Tomorrow I`m going to wear every last Him thing I own, and my finger gloves and beanie and I`m going to paint my nails black with sparkles, and now I think I`ll just close my eyes and listen to Him and stay in my own little world right now, because I actually feel...I don`t know. Not happy or sad. Just good. Sorry if this whole post made no sense at all. Current Mood: Nostalgic Current Music: Him, Killing Lonliness

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February 9th, 2007

04:06 am - People on Myspace Really Should Learn Frankie`s Name Before Mentioning Him in a Comment to MCR OMG It`s Friday! This week actually seemed to go by pretty fast, unlike last week. Today was just...bad. I feel like I`m one bad thing away from like, a total breakdown or something, but I think I`ll be okay. Just have to get through tomorrow. Haha, tomorow I have three tests, and I know I`m going to fail all of them. On history we have to write essays about English history stuff, and I might pass that, but there`s no way in hell I`ll pass this science test, or my math quiz. Eh whatever. I just want it to be the weekend. Then I have one week of school, then VACATION WITH MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. Well, a week off, and the concert. Speaking of MCR, they friended me back on Myspace, lol. I think I`m the only literate My Chemical Romance fan on Myspace. Seriously, read some of their comments. So I might switch back to my old school for next year. I don`t know what school I`m going to next year, but it sure as hell isn`t going to be this one. My mom said that she thinks she might be able to get me back into my old school, but she doesn`t know for sure, and she doesn`t know if she`ll be able to drive me there and back everyday or find a bus I could take. I want to go back, because I`ll have Raymond and the people that I was kind of befriending, and the gay/straight alliance, and that guitar class. I look back and realize that that was a pretty good situation as far as school goes. Blah, Steph hasn`t been on for ages. Oh, and what happened to the Jussi/Jyrki community? Why was it deleted? I mean...it was more or less dead, but still. It`s kind of sad. And ahh I`ve had the worst week in terms of writing. I`ve been on a wierd sleep schedual and I`m all behind, so I need to get off LJ and do some stuff. Current Mood: Confused Current Music: Nickelback on VH1

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February 1st, 2007

04:01 pm - So Everyone`s Probably Loving Boston Now, Right? So who heard about the bomb scare in Boston? Apparantly, Adult Swim decided to advertise Aqua Teen Hunger Force by putting up big boxes of a character from the show all over ten different cities, and Boston was the only city that freaked, thinking they were bombs. Lmao. I would have loved to see the ads, personally. I watched a couple of episodes of Furturama last night to see if Adult Swim would comment on it, and they appologized, which I thought was nice. Though seriously, wtf Boston? I personally don`t blame Adult Swim. Why whenever something goes wrong does it have to be someone`s fault? Sometimes things just turn out a certain way, and it`s not really fair to place blame on anyone. Should Adult Swim have contacted someone and told they about the advertising? Probably. But how the hell would they have known that people would react the way they did? On the other hand, should people not have freaked over something so fucking stupid? Yes, but I understand that we live in a very paranoid time...so you can`t really blame the people. Though I do have to say this. WHO THE FUCK MISTAKES A CARTOON CHARACTER FOR A FUCKING BOMB? WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU? And fuck, why was Boston the only one that freaked out? Yea okay, no more blame. Still...there`s something so fucking sweet about this whole thing, because Adult Swim is more or less the only TV programing I watch regularly, and I close to Boston. I laughed really hard after reading the article about it. XD The world is so fucked up. I guess there`s drama going on over in __vam? Surprise surprise. I hope everyone doesn`t blow each other up. Well I`m going to sleep, so I can get up and write some waycest. Gooooo waycest. Current Mood: Sleepy Current Music: Rock the Casbah!

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January 24th, 2007

08:20 pm - Anonymously Well, I know a lot of people have done that thing where people post anonymously to an entry, so I guess I`ll do that here. So basically, you guys can post to this entry anonymously and tell me whatever you want. You can tell me something that you`ve always wanted to say but you thought I`d get mad at you for saying, you can give me advice, tell me to stfu, give me your opinion on something, tell me something that doesn`t have to do with me, say something nice, whatever. Remember, you can say whatever you want because I won`t be able to tell who it is as long as you`re sure to post anonymously. So you can be as blunt and offensive as you`d like, write as much or as little as you`d like, etc. I think this is good because there`s almost always something that you want to say to someone, good or bad, that you can never tell them because of how they`d think of you afterwards or because saying it is awkward. Sometimes it`s something big, usually it`s something little. So, have fun guys. Current Mood: Thirsty Current Music: AFI, Key Lime Pie

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January 18th, 2007

12:35 am - I`m Not a Dweeb, I`m Just a Sucker With No Self Esteem Well, the last couple of days have been pretty good. I`ve had midterm tests at school, which have gone surprisingly well. I`ve had English, history, and French now, and I think I did well on English and French. Don`t know about history though. Tomorrow is art and science, then Friday is math. Math is going to suck, and if I fail the midterm, I could possibly fail the class, since I`m not doing too well in the class to begin with. I might need okay grades to apply to the school I want to switch to, which is why I`ve been stressed out about all of this. I have a bit of a break now, as I really can`t exactly study for science, and art doesn`t require any studying. The half days all this week are awesome too. I got to get up at 9 this morning instead of 6:30, so I was happy, and I only had a two hour day. Plus due to the way mid terms work, I`m more or less free of being stuck in any awkward social situations, so I`ve been happier this week than I usually am. No one`s had a chance to really bother me, and the short days are great. Oh, and I`m getting a bit better at skateboarding. Well, dropping into a halfpipe at the very least. I can do one a bit higher now, which was kind of scary at first. It`s fun to actually learn how to do this stuff...I`ve wanted to learn to how to skate for ages. My stupid CD player broke. Shit. At least I have a backup that more or less works. (When it wants to) Though it currently wants to, so I`m good until I can get a new one. I just had to tell someone that emo did not start as boy bands. WTF? Emo came from the noble genre of hardcore! I don`t get it. People know how punk, hardcore, metal, etc started, but they don`t know how emo started. Usually people have some affection for the bands that started a genre they like...so why is emo so different? Besides, the original emo bands are awesome. We need a new musical revolution type thing. Things now are fucked, with all the fights over whose musical tastes are more hardcore and all the snobby stupidity with the scenes and such. Oh, and Newburyport has the worst "scene" ever. Rich preppy kids + the decision to form bands= terrible, terrible music. Even though the bands sound bad (I looked like, the three bands this stupid place actually has up on Myspace) I might go to a show or two just because you kind of have to support the local bands and the local scene even if it completely sucks and is almost non-existant, right? My friend and I were just having a conversation about how cloning can be used for sexual purposes. Like, they could sell cloned people instead of sex toys. Then I had to be reminded that it`s 2007, not 2006. Lol. Current Mood: Good Current Music: Death Cab For Cutie, Tiny Vessals

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January 14th, 2007

06:10 pm - Fucking School So I should be studying for my mid terms at school, but I`m not. I also have to do my mid term art project, but it looks like shit and I`m not inspired to work on it. These teachers piss me off. My English teacher is just telling me to look up summaries for books they`ve read on the internet (Why do I have the feeling that that probably won`t tell me what I need to know for the test?) and is making me read a huge pack of myths and learn all these random words four days before the damn test. My French teacher is a bitch and just doesn`t give a fuck that I haven`t learned a bunch of stuff yet (Part of the test is speaking and listening, so how the fuck would I know how to say/understand all those words? The only reason I might know is because my mom knows enough French to help me) my science teacher is just extremely vague about what he expects me to know, and when I tried to ask him, he ignored me and then rushed me out of the room. My math teacher expects me to know all this shit, though to be fair, she wanted me to come after school so she could teach me it. Well, fuck that. Sorry, but I have better things to do. Why the hell is it so fucking hard for these teachers to just test me on what I`ve gone since I got to this stupid town? My history teacher is the only one who`s being understanding about it. Anyways, the schedual for mid terms rocks at the very least. I get Monday off, then the rest of the week I get out at 12. On Wednesday and Friday, I don`t have to be at school until 10 due to us not having to be at school for our study classes. I`m going to have to bike to school though on those two days, because my mom is getting a job and can`t drive me because I don`t have to get there until late. I should probably stop bitching on the internet and start studying...but I`ve had a shitty last couple of days and after the bitch fit my parents threw last night, I just want to hang out and do nothing. Current Mood: Cranky Current Music: Rites of Spring

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